Is this normal that??? you live in one county but u have patriotism and desperation for some other country?

yes it's normal! i live in San Francisco, but one day i would love to move to Los Angeles! i've been counting the days (749 days ago) was the last time i was there, and it feels like yesterday! what im doing now is working and studying so when i move to L.A. i will be succesful and live the good life! You should never be discouraged of your dream, move to the U.S. im sure you will be happy! Never give up!